Always

I will always like you.

I will forever remember your name, your face, your touch. I will forever miss your stare, your smile, your eyes, your hand, your hugs – everything about you. I will miss you. I want to hold your hand tighter. I want to keep on liking you. I want to fall in love with you. I want you to fall in love with me. I want to hear you breathe, I want to hear you laugh. I want you to kiss me passionately – the one that would melt me down; the one that can change my world. I want you to let me love you. I want you to let me in. I want you to stay. I don’t want you to run away. I don’t want you to let me go. I don’t want you to push me away so let me stay. Let me hold your hand tighter. Let me kiss you on your lips. Let me remind you how beautiful you are. Let me remind you how much you make me scared, but also how much you make me want to run away with you. Let me remind you how much I want to try and never let go. Let me do what I want. Let me know how much I want you. Let me scream to the world that we’re together. Let me tell them that you’re mine. Let me fall in love with you. Let me get hurt. Let me cry. Make me cry. Make me feel weak. Let me question my decisions. Let me be with you. Let me cry to sleep. Let me go on another car ride with you. Let me hear you sing once more. Make me laugh. Make me want you more. Make me sad but most of all make me happy. Because I’m happier with you even though you’ll make tears fall down. Because I’m happier with you even though you’ll just run away. Because I’m happier with you because I’m with you.

I don’t know, do I love you? do I deserve you? do I want you? do you want me back? do you like me? Because I will always like you. I will always say I do. I will always be here for you. I just want you to stay with me. I just want you to not push me away. Please.

I should have kissed you. You would have been my first kiss and it would have been painful but it would have been okay because at least it was with you. I wouldn’t have liked how it happened, but I would have been glad it was you.

I will always like you, and I’m sure I won’t ever regret that because I don’t want to let you go. I will never want to. Since loving someone is as hard as letting go, I would choose to stay. I would choose to take risks. I would choose you over and over and over again.


03/15/17 12:41AM

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