Cheers to another featured blog post! I scream for new sense of fashion so here goes the best these days… *drum rolls* – 3D PRINTS. Because of Shapeways, I was inspired to write an article about it and fan girl hard over this new trend!
There are still times when I remember you. I admit that it has been a difficult situation for me because I knew we both had to move on. We already showed how much we cared for each other yet at the same time, we never failed to notice how much it still was not enough. We got hurt a dozen of times already but what can I do? My feelings still linger deep down that I can’t help anymore but suffer from within.
I know we need to let go of each other as soon as possible but I still need to say these words. Please hear me out for the last time.
Thank you. The long messages and random selfies had become the most awaited event in our chats and those made my heart jump with joy. I really appreciated every detail of your effort. I loved your weird comments and how corny your jokes were. I admit that you irritating me is now one of the moments I will cherish forever. It may be weird to like it so much but who were we anyway? We were called the weirdest couple. It was funny though, we weren’t really dating, yet a lot still saw us as an item. I liked it actually because that meant we had chemistry. I’m thankful to God all the time because even though you were not my boyfriend, you still became a friend I really trusted and loved.
I’m sorry. We both knew we had feelings for each other but that didn’t become our gate to the next level. It was your very first time to feel that way so I honestly tried my best to wait and understand you. But I was wrong, because I never quite understood you at all. I was selfish and you were, too. I liked you so much that I wanted you to confess already. I wanted us to become official. Maybe I got too excited because finally, there was someone who sees me that special. Maybe I became too blinded by you since all I saw was you. I also apologize for leaving you. I never meant to bring you so much pain. But as you became happier for our unlabeled relationship, I felt the opposite. I only started to notice our daily routines and our midnight talks that I never saw the sincerity between the lines. I got bored with us. I got bored without the sweetest words. I waited. Okay? I tried to make my patience stretch longer but I’m sorry. Pretending to be alright was never my strongest suit. It was like waiting for someone who was never coming. I didn’t like the idea of leaving you, but I also didn’t like the idea that it was almost like I was the one courting you when in fact you weren’t even courting me at all. I also hated the fact that I was the only one who wanted to make things better. All this time I knew how you felt, but I still let you go in the end. You also told me not to grow up maybe because you didn’t want to get left behind but I needed to. I had to. And I’m sorry.
Lastly, I miss you. It may be hard to believe, but I do. Every time I hear your name from my friends or when you visit my thoughts, I miss you. You’ve become one of the people I trusted the most and that made me miss you even more. Your ideas, opinions, and advice changed me.You told me a lot of things that I won’t ever forget and I won’t regret meeting a person like you. I miss our hangouts at the cafe. I miss how sleepy and bored you get on our movie dates. I miss the smell of your perfume. I miss the image of you in your favorite blue hoodie that has become my favorite as well. I miss our good mornings. I miss our good nights. I miss the way you talk about basketball—how much you wanted to play until you grow old. I miss how childish you get when I fangirl over your favorite sport. I miss how we argue and the way you speak with sarcasm. I miss our midnight phone calls and late selfie games. I miss your voice and your face. I miss how my hand felt in yours in those few minutes. I miss how much you love my dog. I miss spending money and my time for you. I miss our adventures and just everything that makes us smile. I miss your smile and laugh. And I miss our promises even those that have been broken. I miss you.
I hope this letter gets to you. I hope one day you’ll realize how special you really were to me. I hope that the next time you fall in love, you won’t lose the chance anymore. Please don’t make her feel these things that I felt. Okay? And I know we both can’t wait anymore, but at least we made the most out of our almost.
This work of mine got featured on Candy Magazine’s website! Thank you for the nice comments from the readers and also to the publisher who made the feature possible!
Hey guys! I am so thrilled to share this with you! I got an email from Dailylook about their LBD Spring Style Challenge and they had invited me to join this! And here I am now with my own set!
Who is not in love with little black dresses? I mean c’mon, all girls adore this dress!!! So when I got the chance to search about it on dailylook’s website, I swear I was so excited. I was in love with all the details and designs they got! For my set, elegance is still present for spring. I have mixed black with gold and a little bit of beige for the shoes. If you do want to check out the products, kindly click on the links I have put under the image or you could also check my styleset on http://stylesets.dailylook.com/sets/190841.
Spring is a moment to enjoy the flowers and warm breeze and with my choice of fashion, it will be comfortable and at the same time, such a girly feeling. It is not just a wardrobe for spring so you could also enjoy this look on special occasions and even on club parties.
I really did enjoy the bit moment I got from making this look so thank you Dailylook for the opportunity!
(check out the rest of the black dresses on DailyLook’s little black dress page)
This is my first time doing a tag so I’m really looking forward to it… and I am actually really really excited hehe So here it goes!
1. Do you apply your foundation with a brush, sponge, or fingers?
I apply my foundation (which is a BB Cream from Skin Food) using a sponge that I bought in Forever 21. It really avoids a messy outcome! Sometimes I use my fingers instead when applying to small portions like the sides of my eyes or the upper portion of my lips.
2. Do you apply your eyeshadow from light to dark or dark to light?
I usually apply my eyeshadow from dark to light! But I also always put some dark ones on the outermost part to keep the smokey eye effect.
3. Do you prime your eyes?
I don’t really use a primer. I do not apply too much eyeshadow too so I don’t really need it. But during occasions, I use the type of eyeshadow that has already a primer to itself.
4. Concealer first, or after foundation?
After foundation! Then powder your face to keep it light and equal.
5. Go for manicures, or manicure yourself?
I just paint my own nails to be honest. I just go for manicures during special events like prom, other school events, etc.
6. Exfoliate lips, face or both?
I never tried exfoliating my lips or face… I have no idea if that’s good or bad??? But anyway, I think I never really needed to.
7. On average, how long does it take you to do your makeup?
When just doing my everyday makeup, it just takes me 5-10 minutes to prepare. But on different purposes, it usually takes much longer! So maybe 30 minutes or an hour for that.
8. Do you wear makeup everyday and everywhere?
Not really!!! I think it’s bad for the skin, too! As much as possible, I avoid putting some if it’s not really needed.
9. What release are you most excited about? (Makeup)
I actually have no idea yet but I’m anticipating for more Matte nail polishes! I am currently in love with those!!!
10. What’s your weakness? Shoes, purses, clothes, jewellery, eyeshadow, lipstick or other?
CLOTHES, SHOES AND ACCESSORIES. Ugh It’s so hard to budget my own money when going shopping.
11. Do you whiten your teeth?
I don’t… I think it is also expensive so I will save my money instead for something better. Yet, I want to!!! I hope my toothpaste does its job lol
12. Wax eyebrows, or pluck?
The salon I last went to actually shaved my eyebrows!!! I guess waxing them is much better.
13. What do you use to contour?
I use a powder brush from Make-Up Accessories to see what to do next.
14. False lashes, or natural?
Natural of course!!! I really really hate false lashes. They are so heavy and sticky!
15. Favourite makeup brand?
Can I put thousands of products here??? Anyway, my top 3 would be Mac Cosmetics, Bobbi Brown and Nyx!
16. Liquid eye-liner, pencil or gel?
Liquid and pencil for me! But I don’t really use any too often since I already have chinky and huge eyes.
17. Lipstick, lipgloss or chapstick?
Lipstick then lip gloss!!! It’s classy and chic.
18. Pigments, pressed or cream eyeshadow?
Pressed and cream for this little girl!!!
19. If you had to wear only one thing, excluding foundation; what would it be?
Blush on is a must!
20. Favourite colour?
I like the color green. So anything that goes in its hue like teal, turquoise, mint, etc are definitely my faves.
21. Favourite colour combination?
Definitely gold, bronze and brown.
22. Natural or dramatic? (Eye Makeup)
I am more into natural look. I’m still young so no need for too much drama!
23. Do you care more for quality or name brand?
Quality, of course! The name brand does not count when its products aren’t that good anyway.
24. Do you enjoy using face masks? If so, which ones?
Never tried one… so nope? But maybe I will if ever I shall try any.
25. What is your current addiction? (Examples: lipsticks, eyeshadows, earrings etc.)
EVERYTHING RELATED TO FASHION. Does Andrew Garfield count tho? Just Kidding.
Hope you guys enjoyed this one! Feel free to do your own type of this tag!!!
Adoring the monochrome theme and at the same time, in love with Eccentric.co a lot!